Kariza's Blog

 if i can choose, the butterflies that long lasting from 3 years ago, or the confident feeling with someone, i hardly cant choose one. you feel safe around someone, but also you feel butterflies around someone else. Oh god, why? if someone is truly made for me, can you show me who is it? who is that someone ill gonna lay in bed all day, and talk about life? the one that gonna talk about happiness? not only listen to me, but also i can listen to him. who is he? who is that someone that i can imagine him from the best of him even in his worse haircut? even in his down low phase, in his eyes that truly said “im not okay, fuck” someone that truly cant resist himself to kiss me, to hug me and say “you look so beautiful in black” or someone that always told me “youre beautiful” every single time. which one? can you show me, one by one? the cure? the sign? even the forbidden one?

 you all have normal bf? i dont. i have vi, he only contacting me when he need it, karna katanya cuma aku yang enak diajak cerita dan paling ngertiin dia, dia suka bawa ke tempat2 enak, atas gunung, atas gedung, yg dingin kita sukaaa! dia suka kasi jaket kalau aku pke baju pendek, support my music career, nyemangatin dan dengerin cerita psikiater things tp ga pernah memandang aku beda setelahnya. dia bilang, aku itu cewek yg semua cowo beruntung pasti dapetinnya, tapi sayang dia nya ga dapet :( dia suka baca buku! yg fiksi sampe yg self improvement, suka hal yg banyak adrenaline nya tapi lebih suka chill place sama aku. i do like him. see u in another universe vi!❤️