fix it

 There is always a words, 

"When you try your best, and you dont succeed"

I gave everything to everyone there, the strangers, a friend with big ambitions, a girl with big love, and a best friend.

"When you get what you want, but not you need"

It was something I ever dreams of, i got all my dreams life. Oh a coffee shop outside your window, litlle rain behind the glasses, a cute boy-friend that always laughing all night long, a barista that always listen to all your stories, a cute girl that always screamin your name, a friends everyday, and a very funny and beautiful best friend that living-next-door. Oh I was living in a movies. But, i forgot that something that so beautiful is always hurt, disaster, and pain. They all lied. This is not what i need.

"Stuck in reverse"

I dont know somehow that pain growin like a baby inside my head. At first it just a baby, and I know it will be growin bigger and bigger. More hurt, more, more and more.

"Lights will guide you home"

It was my home since 2 years ago, a place for cryin in the middle of the night with my favorite bestfriend, a place where i growin up, being an adult. Seeing my favorite group leaving the city, my favorite bestfriend first heartbreak, my ex boyfriend smoke with his favorite cigarettes, oh dont forget my new piano! It all taken by someone.

Oh i wish i never hate you, but i did.